Heaven on Their Minds
So, my mind has done a 180 about this whole retreat thing.
I sat with the Sal kids today at lunch, and they told me what was planned. Games. Dance parties. Saturday Night Live. Etc, etc. uughh.
I've finally realized why I don't fit in. It's not the people; they're all pretty awesome. It's me. I love my friends gladly and fully. I love doing ridiculously immature things. I love meeting new people. I love learning to love new people. But this whole forced hyperactiveness with people I don't really know makes me want to run to my mommy.
And all the things I seem to be missing this weekend aren't helping. I want to have another fun girls' night a la Sarah's. I want to have a movie night with Holly et al. I want to go to that Mexican Samba thing and see what happens.
And I want an attitude check.
2 Comments:
You're going to have a good time, I know it. And if you need the support, take the Sarah fishing picture with you.
I know what you mean though, Holly and I used to plan all these fun things with the girls, and it was like "No, we're doing this now" instead of just sitting around and enjoying each other's company.
MAKE THEM LOVE YOU.
4:36 PM
you'll have a great time at the retreat! as for the mexican samba thing..there's always next weekend! ;)
4:10 PM
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