We all have to cross the bridge or fade away

So, new blog url. It's new and unknown.

Mom sent me pictures of Sam and Bailey today. Apparently, when Bailey got his hair cut, they shaved him. I think it's cute.

Sam's fur doesn't grow. Ohhh Sammy. <3

Mom and I also had a nice chat about how I won't be going somewhere else for university next year unless I have a specific program that I want to do there. hum. I'm thinking maybe double major in psychology and music at U of Ottawa. That's specific.

(What's with the conflict/pressure since I've been here?)

Parents don't agree, but I will not be staying here next year if Robyn and Sarah leave. I don't know if that'll mean going home or going somewhere else. "I thought you weren't finding it hard," Mom says.

"Yes; because of Robyn and Sarah."

sigh.

Dad did offer me some good advice, though. I hate my courses right now. But the negative attitude isn't helping. I have to stick it out until Christmas, and then I never have to do chemistry and physics again if I don't want to. If I want to transfer credits, I have to keep my marks up. So positive attitude from here on in. Thanks Dad.

We should apply for the Ontario universities while we're home for Thanksgiving. Would that be before the deadline?

Goodnight friendssssss. <3>

He is all the strength that I will ever need;

He will carry me.