Than I Ever Have Before

Why am I so indecisive about my feelings towards moving away?

Last night, I was excited about a year of fun with my roommates.

Today, I'm back to wondering if I'll ever survive on my own.

I'm excited about laughing at the boys with Robyn.
I'm excited about blowing bubbles on our roof.
I'm excited about house Costco trips.
I'm excited about meeting cool people from church.
I'm excited about hanging out with my Stephenville Amigo.
I'm excited about getting invited to Susan Lee's house for meals.

I was thinking about how set I was last fall on staying home for a year. I was thinking about what a drastic change moving is causing.

But I suppose the drastic change occured when I graduated and left the sheltered world of high school. Spending a year at Grenfell would, for me, be a transition year.

And one thing I've never been able to stand is living in the in-between.